In the meantime I'll share the first entry from my offline log - below is a post from July last year (2012):
Hands During Prayer
(July 2012)
I’ve gradually started putting my hands palm-to-palm as I
pray, something I’ve never done before (maybe as a child, but I cannot remember
it). I feel that it focuses my mind in a new and peculiar way – having my hands
raised in front of me seems to make the prayer in my mind (both the words and
the deeper intention) more intense.
Until now I have always had my hands clasped in front of me,
which seemed to be respectful, but not to be contributing to my prayer. Having
my hands palm-to-palm gives me a much more spiritual feeling; strange for such
a simple thing, but it is the case.
Whilst I have been making the most of this new-found aid in
concentration during the divine office and whilst saying other prayers, I have
found it more difficult to sit/stand/kneel with my hands like this in mass. It
is easiest to do this whilst kneeling, perhaps because of the comfort of a
pew-back in front of me; but prohibitively difficult whist sitting or standing.
This is, I believe, a result of self-awareness, and not wanting to seem overly
‘holy’ (maybe devout is a better word, but I suspect ‘holy’ would be the one
people use) in other people’s eyes. I’m not sure yet of a solution for this.
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